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[pabugotmoves]

Huh? Oh-- You've reached Bolin!
Yeah, I'm a pretty busy guy but leave me a message and I'll beep you back

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text; un impala67 - sometime around 12/18

[venatoris]

[ It had taken Dean a day or so to reorient himself -- coming back to life as a freakin' squid had thrown him way, way off, and once he'd finally managed to get home, he started checking his messages.

Not that he had many. Not surprising, he isn't really mister popular and doesn't have many friends.

The ones he does have though, from Bolin, shatter his already broken heart. He doesn't even know what to do - surely he's been replaced, it would only make sense, but--

It hurts. It stings. Not only did Sam get him killed, but he'd likely robbed him of this, too. ]

im so sorry

UN Bolin!

[pabugotmoves]

[Oh Dean. He has been m o u r n i n g you, man. December has been wild but he's spent countless days on the beach hoping to see a squid. The flash of a leather jacket. The blubbing of a person emerging from the waves.. anything.

Go figure Dean came out when Bolin wasn't there.

It takes him a moment to get to his Omni, moping as he is.

Mako was right to be worried about the show going down the drain and he was right that it would bring Bolin with it.

But!! Ah!!! AHHH!!!!!]

DEAN! YOU'RE BACK!!???

[venatoris]

[ Dean feels fucking terrible - physically, sure, but also for screwing up the show, for disappearing for weeks. ]

yeah, i'm back. i'm so sorry i ruined your show.

[pabugotmoves]

Oh, hey no don't worry about it. I've rescheduled the show to January.

I was hoping you would come back.

[But it's been so long.. lately he's been starting to wonder if maybe... maybe you wouldn't. He's been so worried.]

1/2

[venatoris]

Really?

[venatoris]

I'm glad I'm back. I guess it's been a while, huh?

[pabugotmoves]

Forever!!!

How are you feeling?

[venatoris]

not great. having to relearn to walk and all that stuff. kinda like how we all were when we first came out

[pabugotmoves]

Jelly legs. It's awful. I kept mixing up my left and right for ages. Walked into so many walls.

[venatoris]

yeah. i can't really walk right now at all. it'll come back, i know, but it's kind of freaking me out

[pabugotmoves]

Think of it as a chance to relax and have a snuggle with Castiel!

Is he taking care of you?

Is he carrying you around? He seems strong. I bet he gives good piggyback rides.

[venatoris]

[ this is one of the purest conversations he's ever had ]

i'm trying not to ask him to carry me around, because this is pretty humiliating.

but yes, he's taking care of me. :)

[pabugotmoves]

[No judgment. No backhanded comments. Just acceptance and excitement.]

Good! I'm glad. It's been a really intense month, bed is the best place to be, trust me.

Can I bring you anything?

[venatoris]

[ it's so refreshing. ]

I have no idea what's even going on this month. It's always something, but..

[ he's kinda been dead. ]

no, no. it's okay. you don't have to do that

[pabugotmoves]

Dean. I love you but I've been sitting here for three weeks maintaining your memorial. Please let me bring you something.

1/idk

[venatoris]

[ okay that-- ]

[venatoris]

[ a memorial? Bolin made a memorial? ]

[venatoris]

ok done

[venatoris]

you made a memorial?

[pabugotmoves]

Of course I did. You're one of my best friends and the whole cast and crew have been beside themselves.

[venatoris]

people noticed?

1/3

[pabugotmoves]

[Well of course people noticed--]

[pabugotmoves]

[Oh.

Oh that is..

That is so sad.

Ow his heart.]

[pabugotmoves]

Yeah. A lot of people came to the vigil.

[venatoris]

[ He ready didn’t think anyone would notice. Or care. Except maybe Cas. ]

You had a vigil?