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[pabugotmoves]

Huh? Oh-- You've reached Bolin!
Yeah, I'm a pretty busy guy but leave me a message and I'll beep you back

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[venatoris]

[ Dean feels fucking terrible - physically, sure, but also for screwing up the show, for disappearing for weeks. ]

yeah, i'm back. i'm so sorry i ruined your show.

[pabugotmoves]

Oh, hey no don't worry about it. I've rescheduled the show to January.

I was hoping you would come back.

[But it's been so long.. lately he's been starting to wonder if maybe... maybe you wouldn't. He's been so worried.]

1/2

[venatoris]

Really?

[venatoris]

I'm glad I'm back. I guess it's been a while, huh?

[pabugotmoves]

Forever!!!

How are you feeling?

[venatoris]

not great. having to relearn to walk and all that stuff. kinda like how we all were when we first came out

[pabugotmoves]

Jelly legs. It's awful. I kept mixing up my left and right for ages. Walked into so many walls.

[venatoris]

yeah. i can't really walk right now at all. it'll come back, i know, but it's kind of freaking me out

[pabugotmoves]

Think of it as a chance to relax and have a snuggle with Castiel!

Is he taking care of you?

Is he carrying you around? He seems strong. I bet he gives good piggyback rides.

[venatoris]

[ this is one of the purest conversations he's ever had ]

i'm trying not to ask him to carry me around, because this is pretty humiliating.

but yes, he's taking care of me. :)

[pabugotmoves]

[No judgment. No backhanded comments. Just acceptance and excitement.]

Good! I'm glad. It's been a really intense month, bed is the best place to be, trust me.

Can I bring you anything?

[venatoris]

[ it's so refreshing. ]

I have no idea what's even going on this month. It's always something, but..

[ he's kinda been dead. ]

no, no. it's okay. you don't have to do that

[pabugotmoves]

Dean. I love you but I've been sitting here for three weeks maintaining your memorial. Please let me bring you something.

1/idk

[venatoris]

[ okay that-- ]

[venatoris]

[ a memorial? Bolin made a memorial? ]

[venatoris]

ok done

[venatoris]

you made a memorial?

[pabugotmoves]

Of course I did. You're one of my best friends and the whole cast and crew have been beside themselves.

[venatoris]

people noticed?

1/3

[pabugotmoves]

[Well of course people noticed--]

[pabugotmoves]

[Oh.

Oh that is..

That is so sad.

Ow his heart.]

[pabugotmoves]

Yeah. A lot of people came to the vigil.

[venatoris]

[ He ready didn’t think anyone would notice. Or care. Except maybe Cas. ]

You had a vigil?

[pabugotmoves]

Is that.. okay?

[venatoris]

..yeah. Yeah, that’s okay.

Thank you. Really.