pabugotmoves | Deer Country IC Inbox

[Oh Dean. He has been m o u r n i n g you, man. December has been wild but he's spent countless days on the beach hoping to see a squid. The flash of a leather jacket. The blubbing of a person emerging from the waves.. anything.

Go figure Dean came out when Bolin wasn't there.

It takes him a moment to get to his Omni, moping as he is.

Mako was right to be worried about the show going down the drain and he was right that it would bring Bolin with it.

But!! Ah!!! AHHH!!!!!]

DEAN! YOU'RE BACK!!???

[ Dean feels fucking terrible - physically, sure, but also for screwing up the show, for disappearing for weeks. ]

yeah, i'm back. i'm so sorry i ruined your show.

Oh, hey no don't worry about it. I've rescheduled the show to January.

I was hoping you would come back.

[But it's been so long.. lately he's been starting to wonder if maybe... maybe you wouldn't. He's been so worried.]

Really?

I'm glad I'm back. I guess it's been a while, huh?

Forever!!!

How are you feeling?

not great. having to relearn to walk and all that stuff. kinda like how we all were when we first came out

Jelly legs. It's awful. I kept mixing up my left and right for ages. Walked into so many walls.

yeah. i can't really walk right now at all. it'll come back, i know, but it's kind of freaking me out

Think of it as a chance to relax and have a snuggle with Castiel!

Is he taking care of you?

Is he carrying you around? He seems strong. I bet he gives good piggyback rides.

[ this is one of the purest conversations he's ever had ]

i'm trying not to ask him to carry me around, because this is pretty humiliating. but yes, he's taking care of me. :)

[No judgment. No backhanded comments. Just acceptance and excitement.]

Good! I'm glad. It's been a really intense month, bed is the best place to be, trust me.

Can I bring you anything?