[Its the second one. Very clearly, obviously the second one. And at the worst possible moment too considering his other thinking about boys in general.

Ahahaha imposter syndrome hello friend. Who let you into this conversation? Have a seat, have a seat.

Ryan has a boyfriend. All of this is totally not what he thought it was. He is an idiot. Shut it down. Shut it down fast before he embarrasses himself even more.]

Rrright.

Whoo boy. I’ve got everything the wrong way around, here. Let’s just forget we had this conversation, okay?